Love is my topic in class today, which leads me into my love-filled mood today -___-;. Too bad the campus is so desert-like today so I cannot share with anybody...

We got assignment on writing our love experience... which leads me ashtray...
I'm not that experienced in love... so far I only got one ex and a current crush :p. And really nothing in between. I wonder if I can reach a page, or at least make my essay looks credible enough... ORZ.

And about choices... I've been thinking about it a lot.

I certainly doesn't regret being where I am now. I love it and I am happy about it, actually. I get to meet these wonderful persons, made new friends and learn many, many interesting things... and I'm not even that far from my first year! But I wonder what would happen if I picked the different path?

I opened my DA again after LONG hiatus... and I was reminded about my passion for art. How I strive to be better but cannot find the time to do so due to my choice. I was reminded again how envious I can be when I see those gorgeous arts and wonderful pictures, and I found myself wanting to be that way. I was flooded with question; what will I be doing, if I had chosen my path in art? Will I be as happy as I am now?

Is my choice now worth it?

.... I want to know.

Current Mood: contemplative

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
GIN-CHAN!!
10/10
ORZ, sorry for the late-ness...


I wanted to do something for him, draw a fanart, make a plushie... or anything...
but then midterm is closing and piles of works are increasing... ;P
so, yeah. Perhaps I'll make something for you later, Gin-chan. gintama_route18 translated lotsa doujin for you anyway

Oh, and I passed the freshmen initiation~~
now I can join clubs and became active members~~!!!

Current Mood: confused

*Sorry, it's in Bahasa... I've just finished English class and I was pretty fed up with english. Let's go back to my native tongue for awhile*

REKOR!
GW TIDUR DI KELAS!
2 KALI BERTURUT-TURUT!!
Sampe detik ini, hal ini ga pernah terjadi... sungguh suatu pencapaian yang luar biasa *apa seh*. Sumpah itu matkul yang ngebosenin mati kalo dijelasin (kalo dibaca sendiri seru, sumpah dah)... dan namanya adalah "PSIKOLOGI UMUM I"... gw bahkan ga sadar kalo gw tidur mpe temen sebelah gw nyikut gw: "eh, bangun oi!"

Senin ada kuis buat matkul ini lagi... mati aja dah gw.

Trus ada MPKT yang ga jelas banget. Cuma diskusi2 yang akhirnya berubah jadi ajang gosip.

Pemahaman Diri oke banget. Selain ga ribet, tugas-tugasnya suruh bikin yang sekreatip mungkin... rasa kangen akan mendesain jadi terobati. hehehe~~

Logika dan Penulisan Ilmiah... biasa aja, kadang-kadang lucu sih. Dosennya suka ngasih contoh yang aneh-aneh...

Bahasa Inggris... oke-oke aja... biasa, tapi dosennya ngomongnya asik.

Tapi yang paling gw pengen adalah keanggotaan klub AAJ (All About Japan... tapi senpai2 sih ngakunya kepanjangannya itu Ada Ada aJa -___-;)... guh, soalnya klub beginian cuma ada di psiko (untung gw masuk psiko... ga gitu juga sih), dan cuma bisa jadi anggota kalo lulus OSPEK... doain gw lulus yaaaa... ORZ

Btw, soal tugas OSPEK... selain beberapa buah essay, social project, dan... say, 82 tugas wawancara, everything's fine... gw udah ngewawancara 47 orang dalam span waktu kira-kira beberapa belas hari ini...adooh, mana masih banyak lagi... *stress*

Gw udah ga sabar mau mulai kuliah Seni Komik... kapan seeehh???

Dan gw harus pake Jaket Kuning tiap hari selama sebulan... panaaasss... dan bentar lagi itu jakun pasti baunya ga jelas...

Current Mood: busy

The recap of my holiday: played the Sims 2 (-____-;).
I had the program from ages ago, but since it loved to crash on my PC, I removed it. But now I installed it again (it still loved to crash, but now I figured out the way around it ) since it seemed to be a fun thing to do to fill in my holiday. What better to do than make my favorite anime sims?

I have four families in the neighborhood. And they're all adorable XD.

The one most advanced so far... Gintama family: Gintoki, Hijikata, Sougo, and Kagura.


The Kingdom Hearts family: Axel, Riku, Sora, Roxas (wanna add Demyx too but then he'll be the only single in the family. Poor guy XP). Musashi and Hiruma from ES 21, and the D.Grayman guys: Allen (I can't seem to find a way for his cursed mark to appear -.-), Lavi, Kanda, and Lenalee.

( About Gin-chan-tachi... with clutters of screencaps and GinHiji/OkiKagu moments )

Current Mood: apaan sih tugas ospek tuh??

Yep.
If they don't crack me off, they had me squealing and fangirling (-____-;).
is this some kind of fetish?

And the epic cross-dresing that's been my favorite are...

Gintama: Gintoki Sakata, Shinpachi Shimura, and Kotarou Katsura (they practically have their girl names!!)

BLEACH: Abarai Renji, Ichigo Kurosaki, Izuru Kira, and Shuuhei Hisagi

Eyeshield 21, Youichi Hiruma and Haruto Sakuraba

Ouran Kouko Host Club, Suoh Tamaki, Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachiin, Kyouya Ootori, and Mitsukini Haninozuka

Errr..... more recommendation please?
XDDDDDDDDD
Egggh... I wanna read AxelxRoxas fics... can someone give recommendation?

First, I'd like to say 'thanks a lot!' for everyone who congratulated me in my previous post... XDDD.

And now since holiday is on the roll, I totally don't know what to do.... okay scratch that. I KNOW what to do; fanarts and stuffs are lining, but I can't seem to get off from Gintama DS 'Yorozuya Daisoudou' (-___-).

Now, let's see...

THINGS I HAVE TO DO:

♣ Axel x Roxas fanart, commissioned by hime_poisoned.
♣ somewhat OCs fanart, commissioned by Windy.
♣ Gintama fanart for Gintama Summer contest, deadline: 31 August.
♣ sy_a's OC fanart for her contest over at DA, deadline: 31 December.
♣ My Gintama cosplay costume (and I haven't started anything (-__-)).
♣ My fanfics, they've been neglected for too long...
♣ Technically, I have to prepare for college.

THINGS I WANT TO DO:

♣ Make my OCs character sheets and post them. I think they have to debut soon. XDD
♣ Buy some books and games...
♣ Make HETALIA fanart, with the Italia twins~~ XD ♥
♣ Play KH 358/2. Like.... aaarrrgh, I want to play it so bad XP.
♣ I want to finish the flele I made, it's Prince Zuko from Avatar~~♥ XDD. But the programming is b****
♣ Make a new plushie! Hiroki is lonely, he needs a friend~~ XD

Technically, those aren't too much, since I have two months or so... but man, why do I can't seem to find time even though I'm on holiday?? :(. I wish there are 30 hours a day XP~~

Current Mood: artistic

Classmates from XII IPS 2, year 2009,
Thank you for everything ^^

This morning was the graduation ceremony.
I’m an alumna now.

And the happy thing is, I got two awards~~
One for Students with Outstanding Achievement in Arts, in which I totally don’t know why I deserved to get it, and another one since I ranked first in class (Magically, I turned out to be first (0__0)). You know, I was kinda hoping to get some kind of award since I got number one score for Bahasa in school, but this is totally unpredictable XP.

I feel... proud. XDDD~~

( ”And )

On a side note, I changed my layout again! This time finally it's Junjou-related!! It features young Kamijou Hiroki and young Usami Akihiko! (they're so cute and pure as boys... where does that innocence go??) As usual, I took it from fruitstyle and tweaked the images a bit ^^.

Current Mood: pleased

And that's it.
I am now graduated from high school (though it's not official until Saturday, I guess) ^^.

The announcement was made this morning, after it was postponed for two days. The third years were summoned to the school at 7.00 a.m and we were told to wait until 9.00... =___=

( Rambling about the last day I wore my uniform ^^ )

( My scores )

Meh, I haven't had time to meet up with the others after al of this was over since my homeroom teacher made the LONGEST of speech. Only got to meet up with Windy.

Mmm, what else? I forgot since I'm sleepy... I'll edit the post if I remember something...

Current Mood: LULUS 100%!

LABSCHOOL RAKUEN NO BUNKASAI

Date : Saturday, May 30, 2009
Time : 10:00am - 7:00pm
Location : Labschool Jakarta
Street : Jl. Pemuda,komplek UNJ Rawamangun Jakarta Timur

Bunkasai merupakan acara festival kebudayaan Jepang yang diadakan oleh ekskul bahasa Jepang Labschool. Bunkasai memiliki berbagai acara yang menarik seperti pertunjukan taiko, hanabi, obake (rumah hantu) dll. Selain itu diadakan lomba-lomba yang terdiri dari
lomba karaoke, cosplay, YU-GI-OH dan manga

Terdapat pula demo kebudayaan Jepang.

( Details )

Yang mau daftar masih boleh silakan~~

Current Mood: anxious

The first day after I turned 18. ^^
Two years more and I'll be 20. argh.

I suppose my age restriction was lifted now, but I don't know. I haven't tried anything (yet). Now I wanted to join gintama_doujin and doujin_cafe since both are 18+ comm, but they needed me to state my birth date and I'm kinda embarassed to do that, since my birthday was just a day prior... (>.<;).

School is SO SOOOO boring nowadays. Next week is final school exam and we practically lounged at school like holidays >.<. I should bring my unfinished arts to school...

I wanted to write about today's rather colorful events when me and friends decided to visit Museum Bank Indonesia... but I'm kinda lazy now, perhaps kazuga_asuka will do it later...

Current Mood: tired

A conversation I had with kasuga_asuka, tatsumi8891, and Minx this morning when we're supposed to be readying for the final day of exam... oh well.

We were talking about dorama who eventually led to Captain Tsubasa, and ended in this (no, don't think about how those things related XP).

'How do you prefer your bishounen?'

Minx prefers younger boys or at least those who has the baby-face type (she refused to be labelled shota-con though.. what a denial XP *slapped by Minx*). tatsumi8891 likes the sadistic-type you often find as antagonist charas... and kasuga_asuka likes certain law student in Aoyama Gakuin.

As for me, I usually prefer redheads. Ones with shockingly red hair like Lavi from D.Grayman or Renji from BLEACH. My preference is not limited to redhead though, but I usually like the fiery/cheerful/stupid type... and also those uke

And one more... I always fangirl at my favorite charas when they're bloody and battered, preferably with cuts in the face (but still in the 'I-still-can-beat-the-crap-out-of-you' mode. You know, like the typical shounen manga...).... I found them cool when they are like that... and no, I'm not sadistic, tatsumi8891is... *is beaten by Tatsumi*.

( And so here we have some caps~~ )

So... how do YOU prefer your bishounen? ^^
I don't know if I should use the term 'shounen' regarding this... but since I like the way it sounds... *shrugs*)

Current Mood: hore UAN udah selesai!!

The national exam is three days away... and this week we're having special schedules at school to prepare us for it. And guess what? I doodled throughout the entire periods... ( - . -) --->I'm a person with zero motivation, I KNOW. Since it looked like the person who occupied the table before me left her notes scattering around, I took liberty and used it as a drawing medium (yeah, I doodled behind SOMEONE ELSE's notes...).

( On to the doodles (2 Gintama and 1 Ouran Host Club) and my rant )

I should stop and learn... math, bahasa, english, geography, sociology,and economy are waiting for me....

Current Mood: frustrated

Continuation from this post about the university entrance exam....


..... I got accepted! XDDD
( And so my rambling goes on... )

And I supposed it's time to be on hiatus again... since National Examination is only two weeks away... -.-

Current Mood: awake

Title: Junai Egoist 2
Pairing: Kazama Nowaki x Nakajou Hiroki (Canna Nobutoshi x Itou Kentarou)
Number of tracks: 8

I know... I should've get this up for... like, weeks ago. But then the exams were suddenly in front of me and I was like 'WTF!? I thought it was for next month!XP'. I'm sorry queenb999.... ORZ. So yeah, here's the translation for Junai Egoist drama CD 2, I also did the same for the first drama CD, which is here. I only translate it this time though... kinda lazy to make review >.<;. And sorry for the mistakes you found, neither English or Japanese is my native language (and I'm no expert at both XP)...

( This way please~~ )

Current Mood: restless

Finally finished it ^^

I kinda started him a year ago but put him off (as did my fanart, fanfics, and stuffs due to finals), but now since things had loosened up a bit, I took the time and finished him~~

I made him using the basic plushie pattern I found from BabyLondonStar's DA page... I tweaked it a little, but now Hiroki ended up couldn't stand properly....

Prev:

The pics are taken using my cellphone so it's a bit blurry...
( Okay... I kinda made a photoshoot... )

Current Mood: artistic

..... extra nervous-ness...
... damn that entance test...

( rambling in bahasa here )

Woah, I'm in the middle of catching up with my friends page...
so many entries... I'm at 120 pages back... >.<
Oh, and migi_47!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR DRAWING THIS!!!
I've been reading that fic too you know?

Oh, and in two days, I'm going to Bandung~~

Current Mood: blah

... ON HIATUS
approximately until 1st of March...

I'm preparing myself for college entrance exams...
I'll start my fight seriously now...
Wish me luck....?? XDD


Akhirnya...
abis ini gua janji gua bakal seneng-seneng.
main game mpe puas, gambar fanart yang banyak, nonton yaoi yang banyak
...tapi sekarang gua bakal berusaha semampu gua...
fight!!

Current Mood: working

I'm having a flu again... it's silly how often I got it. But at least I got a half day off rom my extra courses yesterday XP.

I changed my layout again with the layout I found from fruitsyle, this time it's moyashimon-themed~~ XDD. Look at them adorning my layouts! Aren't they cute? I also changed my profile coding and added two new Egoist-themed icons...

And guess what:
( Now my PC can play the Junjou Romantica PS2 game )

Note: The kittens are big enough and their eyes are already opened~~ but one of them was gone so now there were only two left T.T

REQUEST!!!
Can anyone tell me how to make those sticky post on top of your journal?? Sorry, stupid question... >.<;

Current Mood: jealous

Even though I already told myself NOT to go online since exams, try-outs, college tests, and stuffs are ahead of me.... *headdesk*

But I had to write something...and perhaps strengthen my resolve NOT to go online again...

There are newborn kitties on my storage! Three of them! Can't take pictures since it's rather hard to capture them in the place they're in... and their mother keeps blocking the way...

They're insanely cute~~ their eyes are not opened yet and they're like... stumbling and tripping and crawling around.... and they sound like 'Miii'... so cuuuuttee! *bashes keyboard*

Me and my sister decided to name them... and one of them is 'Lavi'~~ XDD

Hope they'll stay for a long period of time...

By the way
My mom forced me to make Facebook account so...
Here it is
Add me? XD

On a side note, hasil tes TOEFL gw 633 boooo!!!!

Current Mood: exanimate

What things come your mind if I mention the color BLUE??

I need themes for class photoshoot...
give me suggestions?? m(_ _)m

Current Mood: confused